Lol.

Coincidental or intentional?

Funny either way.

Today!

So, as I was thinking my day sucked majorly, something great happened. Before, I was stressing over how my school schedule was going to correspond with my work schedule and vis versa. I got an offer to work for Citibank, and it turns out the person they are looking to hire will ideally work the same days that I am requesting!

God works in mysterious ways, and prayers always get answered.

Unaffected.

"It gets me how nothin' gets me, or gets to me."

Generally, Lil' Wayne's lyrics don't really strike me as interesting, however I find that these are different. It has so much truth, so much depth.

My interpretation is, nothing at all can affect me in a negative way. Why? Because I have that mindset.

That's all for now,
DA

Sus As Fuck.

Numbers were deleted today.

Take Everything for Face Value

The things that make your day...take them just for what they are. Nothing more, and nothing less. If it's a phone call that you've been waiting for all day, (which is thirst a.f btw), when it comes, keep in mind that to the person on the other side of the phone, it is just a phone call. Stop getting so happy over the smallest things, and you won't get hurt when they don't occur.

DA

Don't Initiate If You Can't Take it.

I totally forgot to touch on this the other day...

It amazes me how a group of foolish adolescents find it amusing to vandalize someones property and then get upset when bad things mysteriously start happening to them. Ha. I have no sympathy for immature children that seem to have no control over their actions.

With that being said, it's summer! Continue at your own risk, if you wish (;

Upcoming Change

Within the next few months my life with change drastically, and I've done nothing to prepare. Partially because I am comfortable where I am now, and I dislike the idea of starting new. I have to make a life-changing decision very soon, and I am procrastinating the fuck out of it.

On another note, I swear every time I blog about how great of a day I'm having someone fucks it up. So maybe if I talk about how fucking irritated I am and it is only 10:50am, then my day will magically improve? No strength to deal with anything, so I'm leaving it up to God.

That will do for now.

DA

What A Day

Today has been strangely positive. I woke up with the expectation of having a horrid, fucked up day, and to my surprise- so far, it has been amazing. Aside from being really busy at work, I feel like there was some sort of.. idkwhatthefucktocallit. Whatever it was, it's changed my mindset. Tis' all. -_-

Why Am I Still Awake?

So it's like 2am, and I cannot sleep. Just up thinking I guess.

This will be a bunch of randomness, but I'll just go on with it..

Today, my day sucked, until the latter half, when I got a call from the University of Hawaii! Although it wasn't even on my list of colleges I would like to attend, it is still nice to know that they are an option.

Now: I am sitting up on the couch watching Nick at Nite, and trying to force myself to sleep. Oh, Hector's punk ass is here and he sleeps like he has some disorder or something lmao.

The end.

Some days are better than others..

& so far, today is not one of the better ones.

Praying that it will get better though.

19 Going on 34

So many people have been telling me I overwork myself. Tis' true.

Idk how to stop though. I've been working my ass off since age 16. I work way too hard, but in a sense I feel like I'm preparing myself for life after college. I plan to make 6 figures within my first few years out of college, and nothing will get in the way of that.

Problem is...I'm working so hard, I'm not enjoying life as a college student. AH!

Take-home exams

Where the fuck were take-home exams when I took English 101? It pisses me that one of my friends takes English 101 at one of the ghettoest colleges known to man, and he gets to take home all of his exams, and they are easy. The test is full of multiple choice pronouns. It's even worse that when I took this class, I had to write 10 page papers, but because he is taking it at Compton, he gets to do pronouns and no essays? Fuck my life.

I'll be back after I do this easy ass take home test for this lame..lol

It's About That Time

Em, well the fall semester is approaching. With that being said, it means I have limited time to decide on a 4-year college and complete all my paperwork. I am transferring out of Glendale! I had fun there, had the best track season with the best teammates, met some stuck up bitches, and some cool ass dudes. I learned a lot. I've learned how to manage large amounts of work and troublesome tasks.

I have two problems, and hopefully the people that follow my blogs can assist me with finding a solution...

Currently- My grandfather ass works approximately 50..55 hours a week. I need to shave that down. My current employer is only open during normal business hours, so I'd either have to find a job that is open at night so that I can work a later shift, or just not work at all, which would be extremely unusual, and would cause me to rely on my family members, which I respectfully choose not to do.

As far as the college thing goes, I will not do school part time. If I am going to be committed to something, I will do it wholeheartedly and I will do it well. Dropping out of school is not an option for me. So, my point is, I need to somehow incorporate working, with attending school full time, comfortably. This semester is important, being that it is the last semester I plan to stay at Glendale. I am reliant on this semester to keep my cumulative GPA high.

Anyone have any advice? I'd like to hear it.

Also, just an FYI, I have not decided on a college yet, if any of you are wondering. There are several options, I just haven't employed any of them. Some out of state, and some in California. Cal State Fullerton, Cal State Northridge, University of California Irvine, University of Nevada, Clark Atlanta.

Feedback, please?

Every other day

Smh.

Tis' all.

These fuckass braces

So, most of you don't even know my braces exist because they are clear...unless of course you've heard me gripe about them. Now that I have told the people that matter that I am about to get them off, everyone wants me to keep them on. What the fuck? I've spent the last several months with these things on! I am in the last stage, with a few more weeks to go, and I have to wear these rubber bands in three different places in my mouth for 24 hours a day, 7 days a week for 21 days. I feel like people are playing double dutch in my mouth with lastic jump ropes.

-_-

P.S. I have like 3 more weeks, because I haven't been wearing them. :(

Currently

Since I made the promise to blog daily, I'm going to say exactly what I feel, or think at the time that I decide to blog...

& currently:

I wish I could fly the fuck away and take a personal vacation!

The end.

It begins today

Today is the start of my promise to myself and slutgirl that I will try my best to blog at least once a day...about whatever crosses my mind.

So, stay tuned (:

Intermittent

defined as: stopping and starting at irregular intervals .

It's way too early

I wonder why I'm blogging at 8am. I already want this day to be over, and it hasn't even begun. If things keep going down the same road they are headed this far with this whack morning, I'd rather just isolate myself into a cave and sleep.

Oh...it's out the window .