It's Been Ages

Wow, I haven't blogged in the longest time. I suppose it's because I haven't had the time, or perhaps I just haven't wanted to. Either way, I decided I would just write a little something for those of you that actually ask me to blog on a regular basis..

The most important thing in my life.. School. It's still ridiculously hectic. Now that we're approaching the last 2 weeks of school or so, I'm finding that this semester is definitely one of the most difficult semesters of my entire academic career. Anyway, I'm excited to complete these last few classes and get out of Glendale!

Other than school, I can genuinely say that I am exactly where I want to be in life. Friendships are growing stronger, family is doing well, and relationships are still non-existent, which is a great thing. I've wrote about this in the past, and I can't stress it enough that at my age, I seriously think all relationships are just a barrier. With that being said, I'm still the same asshole I've always been.. I get what I want from bitches, and that's as far as it goes. If you don't like it, don't get involved with me.

I really really hate how busy I've been as of late. Countless hours at work, tutoring students, full time classes, my time consuming job.. -_-. I just need a fucking break! Actually, as I'm typing, I have a call that I need to take at work. Fml.

Til' later.
-D

Death

My macroeconomics class is equivalent to death. I swear every part of me tells me to drop it, but I just can't. The idea of losing 3 units isn't worth dropping the class. Perhaps I should get a tutor? But where will I find such a dork who loves numbers, charts, and supply and demand?

You Are the Living Word

Bread of life
Sent down from glory
Many things you were on Earth
A holy king, a carpenter
You are the living word.

Bread of heaven,
Sent down from glory
Many things you were on Earth
A holy king, a carpenter
You are the living word

Awesome ruler, gentle redeemer
God with us
God with us, the living truth
& what a friend we have in you
You are the living word

Jesus, jesus
That's what we call you
Manger born, but on a tree
You died to save humanity
You are the living word

Ohh oh oooh
Oh oh oh oh oh
Ohhh oh oooh
Oh oh oh
Oh oh oh oh oh oh ooooh oh
You are the living word

Mhm..

Bad things/situations are only temporary.

Long Time No Write..

Here we are again..

I've slacked on my blogging. It seems like every time I begin having too much fun, it's like I don't want to blog.. Or let me rephrase, I do want to, I just have to find the time to do so. I suppose I can give you all an update:

School is kicking my ass to the fullest. The two classes that are challenging me are Economics and History. Economics because it's just not interesting to me no matter who the fuck teaches it. & History, it is death. Who cares about world civilization? It's happened, now let it rot in the ground. Fuck.

So, in the midst of my busy week, or however long it's been since I've blogged, a lot of people have sent me request topics, whether it was via text, email, Facebook, or a verbal conversation, I remember all of them, or at least most.

To the person that asked me to blog about "guilt"- that's so broad. I could write pages and pages about guilt. Narrow down your request, and I'll do it happily.

To the chick that wanted me to blog about "why guys are in and out of her life so fast" - it's easy. Stop expecting them to be there for extended periods of time. Why do you set yourself up for failure? Nothing lasts forever. The sooner you realize that no guy at this time in your life will be here forever, then the sooner you will stop devoting your all into a relationship that is highly unlikely to be a success. Dudes at our age don't want to be tied down, stop trying to force them to be.

The other people had relatively the same question/concern as the one above, or ones that have already been mentioned in previous blogs. Read through them, and if your question or topic still was not touched on, then hit me up, and I'll try my best.

Enough of that.. Lol.

The reason people always see me as the person who doesn't give a fuck, and I have great advice is because I don't give a fuck. I take things for what they are and deal with them. If someone doesn't like you, who cares, it's one more person, of which you are always on their mind. If someone doesn't want to be with you, who cares, you can't force someone into a relationship that they don't want to be in. I generally don't find myself in these types of situations because I'm proactive for the most part. Not to say that they don't occur, because there are some situations, however, I deal with them and get the fuck over it . Stop being stuck on stupid. Lol. Remember the face value concept? It's time to put that form of thinking back into effect.

Now that I've written a 23 page blog...

Good night, an extremely long day awaits.

Oh, P.S. Things are going well for me right now. I like the way things are in all aspects, so hopefully they remain this way. When the end of this semester hits though, I'll be so fucking happy.

My First Day of Fall 2009!

Gesh, if today wasn't exhausting, I don't know what is. I got no fucking sleep last night. Although I planned to go to sleep early, I got tricked into taking a late night drive to buttfuck egypt, which turned out to be off the highly trafficked 101. Anyway, with my lack of sleep, I get to school in the morning just in time for my first class. Sociology with a teacher that wishes to talk way more than she should, and she has an accent... -_- . Then, English. This guy happens to be the head of the English department, so obviously he follows all guidelines, and goes strictly by the curriculum. Bye bye free pass, and hello to actually being challenged to maintain my nearly perfect GPA. Next, I see some people from the track team, and they convince me to go down to the field with them, and who do I see... my fucking coach that swears he will make me run there in the Spring semester. What doesn't he get about me not attending Glendale at all in the Spring? Lmao. I don't even want to begin to gripe about the long ass line at the bookstore. So, I'll skip onto history class. Wow, wow, fucking wow. This weirdo makes us play musical chairs and meet and greets and shit. I'm not there to make friends. Get on with the lecture, and let's get this show on the road. Last, but certainly not least, I have economics with another teacher that there seems to be this language barrier with. My gosh, why on earth do they continue to hire instructors that cannot clearly enunicate what it is that they want to say? On second thought, why the fuck would they even desire to teach a room full of people who look at them like they are foreigners?

& now... I just finished pages of homework. What ever happened to getting a break the first week of school? Eh, and I did my history homework for the next week, and my dumbass was wondering why it felt like I had so much to do. Ha. Oh well, at least I'm done with it, right?

I'm about to lay it out for the remainder of the night. No more school until Thursday, but work tomorrow. Bummer.

Good evening (:

A Simple Update

The first day of school for most:

I'm such a dork because I wish I was there. Lol. I'm excited to begin school tomorrow. The sooner I start, the sooner this semester is over. I'm anxious to compete for the highest GPA with my friends. This shall be interesting.

Damn, again I haven't blogged this entire weekend. It was quite eventful, even though I didn't do nearly as much as I wanted to, seeing that it was my last weekend before the start of the semester.

I will say though... "everything is not what it seems."

Angeles Crest Fire

This fuckass fire is killing me! It's literally 3-5 driving minutes from my job, and the smoke in the entire town is far too much to bare. Everyone in here is either coughing, their eyes are burning, or they are miserable in some other way because of the effect this wildfire is having.

When I find the person who is responsible for the fire at Angeles Crest, I will bitchslap them.

Last Night...Or This Morning

I woke up out of my sleep at 5am. I have no idea why. But I woke up in the most fucked up mood imaginable. Ready to turn it up lol. So, I get up, get on my knees, and pray. I get back in the bed, all the anger and hostility that suddenly came was gone, and I went back to sleep peacefully.

Good day -_-

Appreciative

I have no idea where it came from, or why it's here, but thank God (:

Covered

More than half of my tuition paid for next semester. Yesssss.

Feels Great Being An Only Child

Just dandy. I love the fact that even though I technically have a half brother, he doesn't exist, and he hasn't in my life for quite some time now. I'm way closer to most of my friends than I've ever been to the bastard, and it's shameful. Oh well, do away with him and my poor excuse for a father. A sperm donor is what he is. Fuck them both.

Good day (:

Once You Go Whore, You Never Go Back

Lmfao-

I've only quoted Lil' Wayne twice in my lifetime. This will be the third time.

Rule #1: Don't mess with nobody girl.
Rule#2: Nobody has a girl.

The Remainder or the Week

As I was laying in the bed trying to force myself to go to sleep, I just realized that I can't because I have so much on my mind. For starters, my boss will be out until the beginning of next week, so I have to cover her stuff and my own. I have 1 million things to do already. I also just learned that I have jury duty, whack. How the hell am I supposed to serve jury duty when I have school beginning next week, and I work full time? It's humanly impossible. I'll find a way though.

Can school hurry up and start so I can finish this semester and be done?

An Irreplaceable Weekend

I haven't blogged for the majority of the weekend. Damnit. It was right when I was getting into the habit of blogging everyday -_- . Anyway, I've had such an enthusiastic weekend. I won't sit here and boast about it detail by detail, but I had a lot of fun with grams lol. I guess it's never too late to begin a relationship with your grandmother. The old lady can actually stay up later than me to watch movies! I swear she doesn't sleep.

& on Saturday afternoon I totally landed an internship at a law office, after going shopping with my grandma and eating. I couldn't have asked for more.

Now tonight, home to finish helping my bro with this 10 page research paper. At least we did 5 pages yesterday. Blah. The things I do to help my friends.

Tis' all for now.

A Work In Progress

I'm astonished at the relationship my grandmother and I have grown into. For the duration of my life, we've obviously known each other existed, but for some reason never made the effort to get closer to one another. As we were talking the other day, I realized that it was the divorce. When my mom divorced my dad, I also got divorced from the rest of the family. This would explain why I don't know anyone from that side of the family. So when I go somewhere, all I hear is: "oh my, you've gotten so tall," or "look at the nice young man you've grown into," or "you're so cute, you look just like your dad." Um, pause. I look nothing like the failure.

Anyway, I'm writing because I'm grateful that I still have a grandmother to spend time with, and I'm happy that we're establishing a relationship, and getting involved with each others lives.

Good Things Don't Last Forever

Or maybe they do? I've always questioned everyone who ever made this statement. Because if good things truly don't last forever, when the said bad things happen, don't we replace them with good over and over to heal the bad? Since good is the opposite of bad, don't we seek it when we experience bad? Meaning that since bad is constantly being replaced, good does exist forever. Right?

Anyway, point is, sleep too long, and when you wake up, you will have missed your ride. & oversleeping seems way too common these days. -_-

"Inglorious Basterds"

Is the spelling of 'basterds' wrong in the title of this movie, or is it just me?

What a surprise. I didn't fall asleep throughout the entire movie, and I went at night! Lmao. I think every single movie I've seen after dark, I've fell asleep in. As much as I thought it would be stupid as fuck, it actually wasn't bad. A bit graphic, yes.

Today Was A Great Day

Why do I have no regrets about today at all? I let go of some pointless grudges with friends, I learned how much I really rely on my phone, and I realized the significance of the relationships I have with my true friends.

I wouldn't give today back for the world.

Reasoning Behind Actions

Today made me realize exactly why I am the way I am. I am rude as fuck for a reason to anyone, and I don't give two fucks about what you think about me being rude. I show no emotion to bitches, and I have no remorse for the things I say that make you cry. Idgaf about tears bitch, suck that shit up and keep it pushin'. Cry on your way home or something.

Oh, for the record- my bad if I led you on to think that a relationship would ever come from you and I. I don't do clingy bitches that blow up your phone and suddenly think they own your text messaging inbox. Wtf, I don't even know you!

Again, the reason I am an asshole from the beginning with every bitch, is so that they get the idea. Don't expect anything from me unless I tell you that I want more. It's never safe to assume babygirl.

Good night (:
Daren